I need an outlet...

I desperately need an outlet for my stress at the moment. Sorry DA, but it's you. I cannot motivate myself to do math homework.... or any homework. I do not know why. Out of all the hours that I have been awake today, I have accomplished one thing. I have put laundry in the washer, and taken a shower. Oh, I also uploaded 3 things to my . I will link my etsy page to my DA account very soon. Sorry I haven't been more productive with it or DA. I recently got my leftover tuition in the mail, but the day before I got pulled over because I was speeding and would've been late for school because somebody else didn't get up when I told them to. The cop not only ticketed me for speeding, but for handing him the wrong insurance card, my licence being from out of state, and my window tint. We handed him the correct card before he left, but still didn't change the ticket. We also informed him that we purchased the vehicle that way and he still put it on the ticket as well. So now I HAVE to appear in court the day before my birthday, and probably miss school as well. So all of that will need to be paid with my school money because no matter how hard I try, or how many applications I put in... I cannot find a job. In sociology we have been talking about ageism. And on that topic we have been talking about the large number of elderly people taking the jobs of the people my age, 20's. We cannot get jobs because many, many more elderly people are refusing to retire and give up their identities as working and able. I am fixing to start applying to the security field. I can be a rent-a-cop.....wonderful. I still don't have a car of my own, and I can't afford to even help my boyfriend with gas for the vehicle I am driving, which is his. Gahhh I seriously need to have some of this stress go away. I need to art. Later.